YOU MAKE ME CRAZIER!!

wat a day...

2009-07-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

da day whn i got shock by my frn!
argghhh!!!!
Ir.. jx pass her drivin license...
believe it o not she made me da 1st person to sit her car!!
it was sunday...
Ir drove her car and fetch me...
it was ok at 1st.. den ...
slowly, da horror parts comes....
she drove like thr's no tmr!!!! ahhhh!!!!! i was like screaming non stop...
i can hardly breath... hahaha...
da worst part was... whn she does her turning...
it was like da car almost da whole car r goin to terbalik!!
aaahhhh!!!
next stop zl hse...
after fetchin her...
ir was drivin, while me n zl was like talkin all da way non-stop..
we're talkin like thr's no tmr. hahaha...
we talked n talked n talked til we didnt realise tat ir was talkin o askin us things...
ir was kip askin us whr we we to next.. whr do we wana go..
instead of anserin her.. we talked like nobody's thr..
we talked to much til ir was angry.. ir out of da sudden she stoped her car!!!
she stop in da middle of da road!!!! arghhhh!!!!
most da car force to stop cos of her.. hahaha...
we asked.. y does she wana stop her car....
she simply ans sayin tat.. " i was kip askin whr to go but thr's no ans..!!, so i hav to stop so i'l get both of ur attention!!! "
hahaha...
is kinda scary to tumpang her!!!
although is cary.. but is fun and funny....
i was like screamin .. shouting and laugh laugh laugh da whole time in her car...

ir cos of u.. my stomach were aching now... hahahaha....
funny memories cant be forgotten!!!
don worry next time we'll ans u.. hahaha.. cos we veri da "tui lian" noe sit ur car and stop in da middle of da road... hahaha... dahla auto car.. if manual car mati enjine nvm.. aiyo! *winks*

p/s: i stil wana live o ir!! hahaha....

tonight.....

2009-06-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

distance between u and me.....

even how...i'l wil always love u......

i reli cant wait to meet syg....

i so hope tonight wil be da night.....

the night i can celebrate my love wif u syg.....

and thr'll be no distance between us tonight...

i reli hope u felt da same way to me too.. .

all i wana do is to get close to u tonight....

to show u how much u means alot to me....

i noe... we're both busy wif studies and future....

i jx wish tat, we could jx get out frm tis world 4 jx 1 day...

and spend da whole night togather...

no one could find us... jx both of us spendin sweet times 2gather....

wat i wan to do is reli to get close to u... and prove to u.....

p/s:i noe, it wouldn't hapen tonight... but i hope jx 1 say... nt tdy.. but soon.....

it's not over....

2009-06-27T08:34:00.000-07:00

sha.......,

ntg is impossible ok....

i guess u're on ur way to kl huh.....

hahaha.... al da best ok....

don worry much...

don sad la...

aiyo.. like i wont go up to kl n visit u...

and like u're not coming bec..

don worry ok?? i wil go ur place and decorate ur room....

sha sha sha....

we stil remain s best budies foreva ok sha...

don sad la ok.. hahahaha...

whn i go ur place don forget bring me go S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G... ok???

set ar... hahahahaa......

add more oil ok sha!! don giv up!!

i'll always be thr whn u nid help o prob...

don worry bout tat... tat's wat frn's for ok.....

u like mak nenek ar... yala!

i wil get a gud results n show u ok????

so do u!! u make sure be doc!! or else!!!! mwuahahahahaha.......

P/s: sha,rmb we whn shoppin 2gather? we try almost all da clothes in da shop but end up buying non??? ahahaha! i kinda felt bad now. i don even dare to enter da shop anymore!!! hahaha.. all da best ok ? gud luck!! i'l always wil be thr for u!! luv ya sexay!! miss ya always! don miss me ok.. "i noe u do" :))

THR'S ALWAYS AN ANSWER????

2009-06-25T01:51:00.000-07:00

so many days...

every hours.. every minutes.. every second...

time flies fast...

especially whn i spend my time wif u syg...

da time passes so fast...

tat i wish da time wil pause for a moment..

so i can spend more time wif u syg...

but syg... i hope u don giv up in ur studies ok... matrix is tough...

i noe.. is nt as easy as i thinks it is...

ntg is easy.. is depends on urself... i cant help much for u syg..

but oni can do is by givin u supports....

u're nt STUPID!!! don say urself tat...

if u were.. u won't be in matrix in da 1st place d...

so make sure syg don say like tat bout urself ok syg? :))

SYG........,

when u feel like you've lost your way...

don noe where to go o do.....

cant answer any of quiz o exam papers.....

take a deep breath... fight out and never ever giv up...

don look back.. never walks aways frm problems....

answer wil comes.. u'll find ur road...

and jx when you tinks tat ur road is going to nowhere....

want's to giv up ur dreams.... pls.....

syg...dont.... i cant promised o ensured u tat u'll surely gets wat u want...

but i can always.... shows u tat u can do it no matter wat...

i noe u can.. u always can do it wit positive tinkin ok syg????

we can always go higher or deeper.....

there is no line crossing above o beneath us.. saying tis is da end of it....

cos every steps we makes...

counts...

wether is true o not... good o bad... worth o not...

is inside urself...

we might not noe wat future wil be....

wat wil happen to us both...

gud things comes and goes...

but thr's ntg between us and dreams...

syg.. i noe u'll turn out great 1 day...

i cant do tis alone.. so, i nid syg's help..

syg shud always tink +ve ok...

rmb... i wil always be at ur back....

p/s: trying to reach out to u with every possible ways i can... syg, i'm sry if i cant be by ur side now.. spend times wif syg.... :)) like syg says... thr's always a tomoro... love u loads!!! miss u! :)))

eggs in basket....

2009-06-24T07:55:00.001-07:00

somehow i find tis is kinda mostly true... but nt sure.. depends.. hahaha...
One day, while you walking in a long street and carrying an eggs of basket carry out with you...
You met a beautiful girl on your way and she carrying a empty basket without egg.
Then u felt you had a crush on her and accompany her walking.
You didn't realize what are you doing then and suddenly you had put all your eggs in her empty basket.
She wasn't that carefully enough then heavy and she dropped the basket on the floor.
Then u feel angry that all your eggs are broken cause of her...!In the summary..
Don't ever put too much hope on something you do especially LOVE and FEELING.
This will make u even hurt when breaking up occur..
To solve the answer of the story, you have to 1 by 1 put your eggs in her basket and it wont too heavy for her to carry an eggs of yours basket everyday..

haha... kinda copied it frm a blog who is a frn of mine.... hahahahaha

saying i love you....

2009-06-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

is it easy to show my love to someone i care n love so much???

here,
i always wana tel u this but i don noe how to...

but i find tat is hard for me to express my feelings towards u..

i stil finds tat thr's always somethings between u n me..

everyone want's to be someone/somebody...

everyone like to fall in love n to be loverble....

i'm always askin myself... wat does it takes..

to get closer to u? for u to un'stand me n me to un'stand u in return???

we do not call each others by names n make each other miserable

but everytime i called u... owh... u wil sure to make me melt!!!

all i wan u to noe is... i donnoe y i reli love u _ _ _ _...

is nt all bout da sweet talks.....

i might nt perfect enuf for u now....

but i wil try to be one....

i donnoe u felt da same way s me..

but i hope u do....

it might be an impposible task.. to talk s we like...

but nobody can stop us frm dreamin....

p/s: i reli do love you _ _ _ _...i reli do...

and christina... u reli come up to me.. u made me cried tdy!! i was angry bout it.. but i realise.. is gud so things could be clear now.... i'm sry dint tel u bout it earlier... hope u hav a better n bright future wif a happy life!

you and me....

2009-06-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

you and i both loved....????

true????

is been quite awhile since we both 2gather....

da more i wif u..

da more i find tat's we do have some in common...

i felt tat i'm getting closer to u _ _ _ _ ...

i hope u felt da same thing towards me...

even o wat eva happens..

i hope we both can last forever...

hahaha...

u always say ...

we were like da beauty n da beast...

but tat's nt true at all....

u're cute and sweet towards me...

i'm hapi wif it..

but like some says..

is to gud to be true...

but wateva happens...

i hope is reality and true...

and i always trust u....

_ _ _ _, ur voice is so sweet on da phone make me melts evey single words u're sayin...

especially da word tat u said... " i care cos i love u".... owh!!! syg!!!.... :(((

p/s: i guess u noe who u are in my heart now... is hard to believe.. but believe n trust me ok...

it take times to been proven... i love u lots, _ _ _ _...

wat a day!......

2009-06-15T08:26:00.000-07:00

ytd was a tiring day..
i spend da whole 24 hrs wif my best buddy!!
hahaha...but i had fun.. veri happy... :))
whn i'm wif her... i felt fun fun fun.... no stress....no worries to tink...
but oni laugh laugh laugh!!!! hahahaha....
is fun n gud whn u hav a best frn tat always be thr whn u needed help...
acompany u whn u're down...
shops wif u.... cries wif u.. laugh wif u...and we do most da activity 2gather.....
da most important is i felt hapi n comfortable wif her.. i can talk almost like everything wif her.. hahahaha....
i'm hapi havin her s my best buddy!!! .....
after sleepin over at my hse... i whn to her hse... hahaha... but we kinda hav 2 be a babysitter for 2 hrs... da lil gal thr is becky's niece... hahaha... aunty becky.. kesian.. hahahaha...

thx god da baby is "guai".. nvr cry! hahaha.. nt i also donnoe wat to do.. hahaha..

isn't both so hapi... owhhh...... :)) hahahaha....
missed thox hapi moment tat we hangout...
although i had fun..

but i stil felt something in my heart....
is tat i cant spend thox hapi moment wif someone i love....
i noe.. and i feels tat da person i love is angry o sad tat i cant hangout o spend most my time wif him... i felt da same way too.... i noe we both are quiet a distance...
all i can say is i'm sorry....

p/s: _ _ _ _, i don noe y, u're mad at me.. mayb for certain reasons.. but i feels tat u're mad at me cos i dint spend o we can hardly meet each other... all we does is by communicating thru fon.. mostly is sms.. i noe... i missed u too aot.. but.. syg... pls... i nid u to focus in ur study alot.. syg, jx don giv up ok... i'll always at ur back to support u!! love u loads!

wat did i do?!?!?!

2009-06-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

listen here dad!!!!

2009-06-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

i noe u weren't by my side for almost 1 year now...

i want's u to know tat i'm grown.. a big gal now.. don worry much!!

hope u happy n healthy always at "thr" u were now...

father's day is coming.....

stil rmb da last time we celebrate tis special day 2gather??

can't 4get til now.. thox are da hapi moment we spend 2gather....

i stil rmb whn i'm young... u used to hug me til slp....

talk many stories even is nonsense... makes me laugh.. always....

little gal like me.. always depend things like tat....

u had to drive me everywhere i wana go... "even whn u're mad at me"

u were always thr whn i looked bec....

u were stressed out wif works... to make a living out of it...

make a home for US...

it must not be as easy as i think....

when i'm worrying on things like exams n minor probs..

u were thr by my side..(ok, nag me 1st of course) but i kinda miss u naggin me...

u've always ask..

how u wonder who i'l be in future...

how wil i turn out to be next time...

i noe.. and i admit.. i used to be dreamy...

i dream n wish tat things is impposible to happen...

but someone told me... *i can't go far but i can always dream...*

U!! u've always told me...

don u worry.. don giv up.. cos thr's always da 2nd chance...

u always noe's wat to do and say...

u always noe wat's right n wrong for me...

i reli missed u dad... i reli do!!

when i were to think bout u.. tears wil kip rolling down my eyes..

i've made a promised b4.. tat i wil study hard.. be da best accountant...

save all possible penny i had, to bring u holiday trip around da world..

i noe.. i cant n wil nvr happen anymore..

but my promise is a promise..

i'll stil do.. for mummy n ah boy..

don't u worry...

u always tells me nt to worry..

is my turn now..

to tell u nt to worry bout me...

hapi early father's day daddy!!!....

i wil always tink of u..

u'll always be in my heart... 4ever!!

p/s: i love you dad!

wat is it like to be love?!?!??!

2009-06-02T08:53:00.000-07:00

wat is like to be love?? to be care??
everyone hav thier own special ones...
even animal may hav thier own special ones tat jx human might nt u'stand..
i veri jealous seein ppl tat hav veri hapi time wif thier love ones...
recently, i had tis feelings tis feelings tat veri hard to say o explains in words...
i meet tis person..
a special person..
wat i do o say..
in my mind..
thr's onli hav tis special person...
we talk thru da phone for hours..
we share secrets togather...
i find myself easily get along wif u in most da things...
da way u treated me makes me easily melt to ur hand..
ur loving voices tat i missed...
da sweet words u said to me make me melts...
ur cute smilling face always makes me smile.. :)
whn i'm down o hapi.. da 1st person i wan to tel o meet is U..
i don noe y..
all i noe is i'd fall in love...
tis might sounds impossible..
but i donnoe how to approch to u n tel u this...
i hope u felt da same thing wif me...
i noe.. we both are frm diff races...a diff world i can say..
but....
i reli hope my special ones is you....
now n 4ever...
the unforgettable memory we had..
will always remember n wont be forgotten...

~i love you~

CoNfUsInG fEEliNGS!!!!

2009-06-01T23:41:00.000-07:00

i could honestly say tat you're always on my mind....

every morning i woke up.. da 1st person i wana see was u...

i remembered da 1st time we meet.. da memories tat cant be forgotten...

i remember til i cry.. but da one things i wish i'd forget ..the memory i wana forget...

but i cant... saying gudbye is isn't wat i wan either...

sometimes i felt love/caring frm u..

sometimes i felt alone...

i reli just wana noe who am i in ur heart....

i finds tat we both are from diff world...

but.. if one of us willing to sacrifies... we stil have US...

YOU TOOK MY LOVE... now u get me like.....

why'd you hav to take my love away when......

i used to be happy goin gal tat don mind wat ppl tinks o say... but.. u... u've change me...

i've change.. i don wan felt hurt again... :'(

i've been a failure in love...

2009-06-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

i've loads of new experience n fun thr..
allthough i find tat's stupid at 1st bout all thox integrasi classes..
but all turns out find though... :)
i meet alot new frns.. they cares me alot.. i miss n love thems lots!!!

alpha dorm 10 is always friendly n jovial.. always supportin in any ways.. no matter wat we are in one.. 2gather in one!!!

alpha always a perwira....

hahaha... teamwork is important !!!

i do ejoyed ns veri much.. even how bad always ppl says...

miss ns frns alot.. wish to meet u guys again!!

1st blog....

2009-06-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

i dont reli noe wat to write in here..
wel.... is like da 1st time?? hahaha...
but mayb whn i've things to write..
i'll be writin something better.... :)