wat a day!......

ytd was a tiring day..
i spend da whole 24 hrs wif my best buddy!!
hahaha...but i had fun.. veri happy... :))
whn i'm wif her... i felt fun fun fun.... no stress....no worries to tink...
but oni laugh laugh laugh!!!! hahahaha....
is fun n gud whn u hav a best frn tat always be thr whn u needed help...
acompany u whn u're down...
shops wif u.... cries wif u.. laugh wif u...and we do most da activity 2gather.....
da most important is i felt hapi n comfortable wif her.. i can talk almost like everything wif her.. hahahaha....
i'm hapi havin her s my best buddy!!! .....
after sleepin over at my hse... i whn to her hse... hahaha... but we kinda hav 2 be a babysitter for 2 hrs... da lil gal thr is becky's niece... hahaha... aunty becky.. kesian.. hahahaha...


thx god da baby is "guai".. nvr cry! hahaha.. nt i also donnoe wat to do.. hahaha..

isn't both so hapi... owhhh...... :)) hahahaha....
missed thox hapi moment tat we hangout...
although i had fun..

but i stil felt something in my heart....
is tat i cant spend thox hapi moment wif someone i love....
i noe.. and i feels tat da person i love is angry o sad tat i cant hangout o spend most my time wif him... i felt da same way too.... i noe we both are quiet a distance...
all i can say is i'm sorry....

p/s: _ _ _ _, i don noe y, u're mad at me.. mayb for certain reasons.. but i feels tat u're mad at me cos i dint spend o we can hardly meet each other... all we does is by communicating thru fon.. mostly is sms.. i noe... i missed u too aot.. but.. syg... pls... i nid u to focus in ur study alot.. syg, jx don giv up ok... i'll always at ur back to support u!! love u loads!

wat did i do?!?!?!

listen here dad!!!!

i noe u weren't by my side for almost 1 year now...

i want's u to know tat i'm grown.. a big gal now.. don worry much!!

hope u happy n healthy always at "thr" u were now...

father's day is coming.....

stil rmb da last time we celebrate tis special day 2gather??

can't 4get til now.. thox are da hapi moment we spend 2gather....

i stil rmb whn i'm young... u used to hug me til slp....

talk many stories even is nonsense... makes me laugh.. always....

little gal like me.. always depend things like tat....

u had to drive me everywhere i wana go... "even whn u're mad at me"

u were always thr whn i looked bec....

u were stressed out wif works... to make a living out of it...

make a home for US...

it must not be as easy as i think....

when i'm worrying on things like exams n minor probs..

u were thr by my side..(ok, nag me 1st of course) but i kinda miss u naggin me...

u've always ask..

how u wonder who i'l be in future...

how wil i turn out to be next time...

i noe.. and i admit.. i used to be dreamy...

i dream n wish tat things is impposible to happen...

but someone told me... *i can't go far but i can always dream...*

U!! u've always told me...

don u worry.. don giv up.. cos thr's always da 2nd chance...

u always noe's wat to do and say...

u always noe wat's right n wrong for me...

i reli missed u dad... i reli do!!

when i were to think bout u.. tears wil kip rolling down my eyes..

i've made a promised b4.. tat i wil study hard.. be da best accountant...

save all possible penny i had, to bring u holiday trip around da world..

i noe.. i cant n wil nvr happen anymore..

but my promise is a promise..

i'll stil do.. for mummy n ah boy..

don't u worry...

u always tells me nt to worry..

is my turn now..

to tell u nt to worry bout me...

hapi early father's day daddy!!!....

i wil always tink of u..

u'll always be in my heart... 4ever!!



p/s: i love you dad!

wat is it like to be love?!?!??!

wat is like to be love?? to be care??
everyone hav thier own special ones...
even animal may hav thier own special ones tat jx human might nt u'stand..
i veri jealous seein ppl tat hav veri hapi time wif thier love ones...
recently, i had tis feelings tis feelings tat veri hard to say o explains in words...
i meet tis person..
a special person..
wat i do o say..
in my mind..
thr's onli hav tis special person...
we talk thru da phone for hours..
we share secrets togather...
i find myself easily get along wif u in most da things...
da way u treated me makes me easily melt to ur hand..
ur loving voices tat i missed...
da sweet words u said to me make me melts...
ur cute smilling face always makes me smile.. :)
whn i'm down o hapi.. da 1st person i wan to tel o meet is U..
i don noe y..
all i noe is i'd fall in love...
tis might sounds impossible..
but i donnoe how to approch to u n tel u this...
i hope u felt da same thing wif me...
i noe.. we both are frm diff races...a diff world i can say..
but....
i reli hope my special ones is you....
now n 4ever...
the unforgettable memory we had..
will always remember n wont be forgotten...



~i love you~

CoNfUsInG fEEliNGS!!!!

i could honestly say tat you're always on my mind....

every morning i woke up.. da 1st person i wana see was u...

i remembered da 1st time we meet.. da memories tat cant be forgotten...

i remember til i cry.. but da one things i wish i'd forget ..the memory i wana forget...

but i cant... saying gudbye is isn't wat i wan either...

sometimes i felt love/caring frm u..

sometimes i felt alone...

i reli just wana noe who am i in ur heart....

i finds tat we both are from diff world...

but.. if one of us willing to sacrifies... we stil have US...

YOU TOOK MY LOVE... now u get me like.....

why'd you hav to take my love away when......

i used to be happy goin gal tat don mind wat ppl tinks o say... but.. u... u've change me...

i've change.. i don wan felt hurt again... :'(

i've been a failure in love...

i've loads of new experience n fun thr..
allthough i find tat's stupid at 1st bout all thox integrasi classes..
but all turns out find though... :)
i meet alot new frns.. they cares me alot.. i miss n love thems lots!!!

alpha dorm 10 is always friendly n jovial.. always supportin in any ways.. no matter wat we are in one.. 2gather in one!!!

alpha always a perwira....

hahaha... teamwork is important !!!

i do ejoyed ns veri much.. even how bad always ppl says...

miss ns frns alot.. wish to meet u guys again!!

1st blog....

i dont reli noe wat to write in here..
wel.... is like da 1st time?? hahaha...
but mayb whn i've things to write..
i'll be writin something better.... :)